Now I'm Lost

I try to keep my place
What does it matter
I’d like to save some face
But make no effort
Don’t wanna run this race
My legs been shattered
I try to look the other way
You talk shit, it’s whatever
I swear you used to look at me
Like you could, forever
Now I’m lost
Trying to find my way
Back to you
I should be running away
Now I’m lost
You shouldn’t try to find me
Oh god just let me sleep
And if I get back up
Give you permission
To knock me the fuck out
Cause I won’t listen
To good advice it’s not for me
I don’t care
I’m not gonna
I couldn’t lie it’s hard to breathe
It’s not fair
I just wanna