Losing My Mind

I guess it’s a problem
If my hair starts falling out
If I’m tired to dying
And I can hardly read about
My symptoms online
It’s over, I’m fine (I'm fine)
I’m fine
I’m fine
I’m fine
Then I start crying
Who I am
Was not my plan
Flown so long
I’ve forgotten how to land
In the light
I am blind
I feel like
I am losing my mind
I thought I could push my body
And then it gave out on me
I wake in the morning
I can taste death in my mouth
My dream was violent
A suffocating drying trout
Was gasping, wriggling, and writhing
I’m crying, I’m crying
I’m not fine, fine, fine
Who I am
Was not my plan
Flown so long
I’ve forgotten how to land
In the light
I am blind
I feel like
I am losing my mind
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
I can barely eat, I can barely eat
I can barely sleep, I can barely sleep
I can barely move my body
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
I can barely eat, I can barely eat
I can barely sleep, I can barely sleep
I can barely feel you love me
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
I can barely eat, I can barely eat
I can barely sleep, I can barely sleep
I can barely move my body
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
I can barely eat, I can barely eat
I can barely sleep, I can barely sleep
I can barely feel you love me
Who I am
Was not my plan
Flown so long
I’ve forgotten how to land
In the light
I am blind
I feel like
I am losing my mind