Scared

I’m just a little scared
I’m just a little lonely
It’s just a little weird to me
I’m feeling incomplete
I feel a little boredom
It’s just a little treat to see
That I laugh about sadness
And I cry when I’m loved
I die when I’m healthy
And live when I’m stabbed
I don’t care that you’re leaving
But who will be watching my sleep
I’m just a little wrecked
I’m just a little broken
It’s just a little hard for me
It’s not that you’re not there
It’s not a word unspoken
It’s just too much we share you say
After all we’ve been up to
And all I pulled through
Is it too much I ask for
Could I run from here too
I don’t care that you’re leaving
But who will be watching my sleep
The night that you walked outside
Said it won’t take long
You made me come see you rest
In your new dark home
You bet I will not forget
I was just a little mean
Just a little violent
That’s just the consequence you say
I’m just a little messed
I’m just a bit vindictive
It’s just a small revenge I need
And I laugh about sadness
And I cry when I’m loved
I die when I’m healthy
And live when I’m stabbed
I don’t care that you’re leaving
But who will be watching my sleep
I’m just a little scared
I’m just a little scared
I’m just a little scared
Tonight