Awake and Pretty Much Sober

Cunning and clever
Down for whatever
Taking in all that life brings
Light as a feather
Whatever the weather
I was born none of these things
I pray to be reckless
I’m rendered defenseless
To jump and enjoy the view
With you I am reckless
I need to confess this
I made my mistakes with you
My body caved to you
My heart’s so full it grew
I’m sober, I’m awake
Not aware of what to say
So bring the storm untamed
I want to feel the rain
So bring me joy and pain
I want to feel again
I’m feeling I’m nervous
I panic on purpose
Confide in those who despise me
I pull back the curtain
I’m scared and uncertain
I’m broken and still incomplete
My body caved to you
My heart’s so full it grew
I’m sober, I’m awake
Not aware of what to say
So bring the storm untamed
I want to feel the rain
So bring me joy and pain
I want to feel again
Awake and pretty much sober
Pulling you in now, pushing you closer
No brakes, not taking it slower
Letting you in me over and over
My body caved to you
My heart’s so full it grew
I’m sober, I’m awake
Not aware of what to say
So bring the storm untamed
I want to feel the rain
So bring me joy and pain
I want to feel again