Why Bother Wondering When Wondering's All You Got

I am scared as I can be, to where I can’t breathe.
I am lonely as I can be,
lonely as I will let me be here alone with you.
With you.
I wished too hard, too much, too fast. I can’t believe in…
And it hurt too much, and stopped me just right where I was.
I am lonely as I can be
lonely as I will let me be here alone with you.
With you
Sitting here wondering why I’m sitting here alone once again.