Freak

Am I alone with the thoughts that I have?
I’m afraid that I’m scared of myself
Am I the only one to doubt who I am?
Wish I was someone else
Everytime I try to swim, it pulls me
Pulls me deeper down
Everytime I try to fly, it holds me
Holds me to the groud
It tells me I’m a freak
Drains me
The monster i-inside of me
Freak
Save me
The enemy is inside of me
Would be easier to fight someone else
Than the war I fight within
It’s impossible to hide from yourself
Where do I begin?
Everytime I dare to dream it wakes me
Wakes me with a cry
Everytime I dare to love it hates me
Hates me 'til it dies
It tells me I’m a freak
Drains me
The monster i-inside of me
Freak
Save me
The enemy is inside of me
Screaming, laughing, the voice is i-inside my head
Freak, silent (silent) echo i-inside my head
Love me, can you even love at all
Show me, show me what I ought to know
Mirror, mirror mirror on the wall
Tell me, tell me that I’m beautiful
It tells me I’m a freak
Drains me
The monster i-inside of me
Freak
Drains me
The monster i-inside of me
Freak (save me)
Save me (the enemy)
The enemy is inside of me
It tells me I’m a freak