Warmer State

my bones they creak when i wake
and the longer i stay here the more my hands shake
the maps on my walls no longer answer my calls
and I’m just here telling myself lies
I’ve lost ten pounds from your secrets
that made me sick
and i can’t stand to stay here much longer
surrounded by it
i think ill find a warmer state
i think ill head west
and i probably won’t get over you
but ill do my best
i started smoking cigarettes
and i drink myself to sleep
i’ve let down my loved ones
always begging them not to miss me
theres a boy i know he brings the rain
and he’s here for a moment
then he leaves and it stays
and it seeps through my window
and it drowns my mind
and it drips from my anxious eye
i think ill find a warmer state
i think ill head west
and i probably won’t make it back here
but ill do my best