Mind Symphony

No lie many nights I cry thinking 'bout why you had to die
No I won’t let this fly 'til I’m with you sitting in the sky
Bro bro I miss, life loss colors without you
Bro bro I miss, all my duas about you
For my mother I’mma survive
If you ain’t spiritual we don’t see eye to eye
When I watched your body shit left me cold, then traumatized
To see you on a shirt man that really hurt
When I see the man I’mma squeeze first
Hollows make him bleed first, make his fam pay
Visit to the dirt, take him off this fucking earth
When you died I was sitting on the curb
Couldn’t breath couldn’t feel a nerve
Seeing swerve hearing birds chirp
and you get murked
Get wiped off the face of the earth and we skrt skrt
Niggas is fronting like they from the same avenue
When you keep it real brothers get mad at you
Shoot don’t get at me, I do what I got to do
Ya I lost a few so fuck the rest
Fuck the costs I spend all my thoughts
I’m not in it like Picasso
A whole lot of ops started working with the cops
Staring in the rear view
If you know what I mean
Life has its own meanings
The day he passed away it felt like I’m dreaming
The evils be scheming
Fiends still feinding
Shits getting ugly
Jealous people want to slump me
Put me in
I’m trying to start
We love you and we miss you
Its getting severe, feel my death is near
Pray to God to get the devil out my ear
2016 got to thank God for another year
Fake friends keep switching like some gears
Listen clear, the pain is
Some nights can’t sleep though
Some morning can’t eat though
While the snake niggas try to bite its lethal
Its just too deep to explain homie
Real ones know cause they’ve been through pain
I’m trying to contain from going insane
I’m trying to hold on to my sanity
I done used the grind for my vanity
I want Ano’s lane to live on through humanity
I done used the grind for my vanity
I want Ano’s lane to live on through humanity
No lie many nights I cry thinking 'bout why you had to die
No I won’t let this fly 'til I’m with you sitting in the sky
Bro bro I miss, life loss colors without you
Bro bro I miss, all my duas about you
No lie many nights I cry thinking 'bout why you had to die
No I won’t let this fly 'til I’m with you sitting in the sky
Bro bro I miss, life loss colors without you
Bro bro I miss, all my duas about you
The day you died, I didn’t even get to say goodbye
Sometimes I just sit and wonder why
But I guess we all got to die
And only Lord knows when its gon' be my time
I wish I could be with you right now
I wish you was here with me right now
I would trade in everything
I’d give up everything to have you back here with me right now
Fuck all of this, fuck the fame
Fuck the money, fuck the bitches
Fuck everything
I’d have everything traded right now to be with you
To be still here with you