I Am

I am the one who believes that no matter why, life deserves a chance
I am the one who strongly believes I should fight for what I want
I am the one who undoubtedly believes I could fly upon the lies
But now that I have fallen among the rest (I) finally realize… how wrong I am
Even the dreams that I settled before, seems to start falling down
Even the future I drew years ago is escaping from my hands
«Years
After years
Of vain sleep
Come to an end
To wake up
And one day
Realize
That the blood on your trace was in vain»
Down on my knees overwhelmed, horrified, by the being I have evolve (into)
Finding myself in resist of the truth that I’ll hear forevermore
«You're no longer
The one
Who can feel
That will walk
In the air
To avoid
All the filth
While the mud starts to run through your veins»
I am blind
I am benighted
All beliefs are gone
All your thoughts, betrayed, don’t worth
All you’re fighting for
All that you meant has become
«In something you are not»
Night after night, all the night
I can hear every second the laugh
From a sky who denies
Every ask for mercy that I cry
I’m ashamed and condemned
And I’m facing myself wonder why
Carry on with the lie
Of a life that is no longer mine?