Can't Think of a Reason

Can’t think of a reason you should stay
I prepared for nothing and nothing came
And someone always cares
But they can all just disappear
Past your guard, under your skin
Into your life and out again
Into the dark as the earth spins
The craziest thing that you made me do
Was to make me think I could be like you
Young and clean
But you know now just where l’ve been
Past their guard, under their skin
Will you disappear if I let you in?
Into my life and there within
A miniature him to stick your pins in
Will you be around when the night begins?
It used to feel so good just wasting time
We used to go so fast, we used to get so high
And skillfully float like butterflies
Throw our punches at the open sky
Am I beyond repair?
And how come you won’t disappear?
I guess I hope that in time you’Il see
L’Il need you whispering behind me
Once I step into the light
Opposite the shadows that I fight
My hands can’t hit what my eyes can’t see
But I won’t take count as long as you’re with me
So there’s a million reasons I should call
But it’s never as easy as just letting go
Never as easy as laying low