Hate Myself

I’ve got a noose, it’s coming loose
But still it’s hard to swallow
We’re building rage, it’s gone for days
Last night was hard to follow
Come trip inside, you see i’ve cried so hard it hurts to reason
I’ve got a heart, it’s torn apart and now those empty feelings
Free to take me over free to take control
I’ve gotta live inside my skin
I’ve gotta deal with who i’ve been
I’ve gotta work this out inside my head is years of doubt
You saw a hidden piece of me it’s never who i wanna be
I’ve gotta find things my own way
Right now i hate myself today
Some bridges burn i’ll never learn all focus on tomorrow
And when i leave, it’s destiny and fate i blame for sorrow
When morning’s grace can’t find the place
I choose to lay my body you’re who i see and suddenly
When all those empty feelings
I’ve gotta live inside my skin
I’ve gotta deal with who i’ve been
I’ve gotta work this out inside my head is years of doubt
You saw a hidden piece of me it’s never who i wanna be
I’ve gotta find things my own way
Right now i hate myself today