The Benefit Of Anxiety

I remember now the things we had when we were one,
the life I had during that year.
You called experience!
The memories at your place, and those Sundays in the woods.
Emotional security I was looking for.
I became aware of the bell-glass formed around myself.
I was able to communicate but not able to embrace.
And I wished I could escape from dreams I was living in.
But right before I realized, another caught your eye.
A scythe divides the two of us.
I’m all alone again.
A clear bright voice within me screams:
«Nothing will remain the same!»
For the meaning of my life,
, I crawl up, to get back on my way!
When going through deep despair
in the desolate still of night.
With no-one to turn to in my grief.
No pack of tarot cards
will show the way I must go.
I am about to rely on myself.
For the meaning of my life,
, I crawl up, to get back on my way!
Facing the precious gift,
I received here on earth,
gave me the energy to go on!
No-one will interfere
When I cherish love for my life.
Life loves me more than you’ve ever loved me!
For the meaning of my life,
, I crawl up, to get back on my way!