I've Realised

The neigbourhood I used to know’s quite strange
Got a wallet full of notes cause I don’t like change
And my life’s nowhere near a fairytale yet
But it helps that I’m driving in a snow white range
I had a nice beamer but while I was driving it
I crashed it and my sister and my mother died in it
That never stressed me it seems really bad
But I know that they’re resting in peace with my dad
So I feel like I did a favour for 'em
And for my sacrifice I was made an orphan
My sistr never had both of her parnts on this earth
Cause my dad was murdered while my mum was pregnant with her
So they’ve been united and I see you fighting the tears
But I still see 'em when I dream at night kids
So leave the crying to the new born babies
That I left behind with the woman who betrayed me
I’ve realised that there’s only one way out of this life
So please bear that in mind while you’re living yours
Before you came I told myself I would die for whats mine
Cause I’ve got nothing else to live for
I started saying that the hood’s changed too fast
But I made a digression to explain my past
But back to the crux of the matter
Property buyers wanna see a few more rungs on the ladder
And you middle class uni students don’t bother me yet
But I think you might prove a neusence
Cause right now you think it’s cool to rent in the ghetto
Getting allowance from daddy and spend it in netto or Tesco
Cause every little helps to save funds
When all you wanna do every weekend is take drugs
And you know I’m top shot at the competition of hating you
So I’ve a problem they’re on a mission like Katy B
Guy’s they think the bullys wanna ruin this
But you should know that pigs will fly when the bullets stop doing it
I shoot heads so stay if you dare
But you should never expect a place to change cause you moved there