My World is a Mess

I’ve had a rough for days, and it’s all my fault
Cos I can’t say no, when that chaos calls
Staying out till late am, talking shit to everyone I met
Swearing I am in control of this
But I’m wasting away
My world is a mess
And I’m tired of reckless
My world is a mess
And I’m done with excess
I hate that I am part of it
Hate it dragged me in
Hate that when they sold me it
I bought everything
When the high don’t hit the way it did
And the rush has nothing left to give
The only way you feel something
Is when the rain of regret soaks your skin
I’m out here for the thrill
Tryna make fak feel real
Tryna dance to a song a I hate
In a plac so throw away
My world is a mess
And I’m tired of reckless
My world is a mess
And I’m done with excess
I hate that I am part of it
Hate it dragged me in
Hate that when they sold me it
I bought everything
Invite me to the party
Put me on the list
Invite me to the party
Cos I don’t wanna miss it
My world is a mess
And I’m tired of reckless
My world is a mess
And I’m done with excess
I hate that I am part of it
Hate it dragged me in
Hate that when they sold me it
I bought everything