Final Breath

Oh, oh
I’m twiddling my thumbs, don’t know what comes next
Popped inside my phone, I see a new text
My heart’s pounding fast, beating out my chest
Never sleep at night, I never can rest
Every time I close my eyes you pop into my head
And sometimes when I close my eyes I wish that I was dead
One-shot, put a bullet through my fucking head
Inhale, exhale, take my final breathe
Fight with myself, fighting every single night
Say I’m fine but I’m not, not even in the slight
Running out of words, I don’t know what I should say or write
I could never tell the difference, never know what’s wrong and what is right
Fight with myself, fighting every single night
Say I’m fine but I’m not, not even in the slight
Running out of words, I don’t know what I should say or write
I could never tell the difference, never know what’s wrong and what is right
And I can try to open up to you
To try to tell you the truth
But when I do, go mute
This feeling in the air is nothing new
It’s something that I gotta get used to
I struggle with my thoughts, I can’t break through
I don’t know what the fuck I’ve turned into