Holding My Breath

I see numbers in the stars
When I look I count my way to your arms
I’ve been traveling through time
I’m on a mission to the day you were mine
Where did you go and what did you find?
Is it harder to leave or to be left behind?
And now I’m holding my breath
Trying to make it last
Trying to stop this train
From running off the tracks
Once the spark is gone
It’s never coming back
My words are falling on deaf ears
With such a weight
I’m feeling twenty times my years
I need to put us back in place
Where I felt lighter
Than this time and this space
Where did you go and what did you find?
Is it harder to leave or to be left behind?
And now I’m holding my breath
Trying to make it last
Trying to stop this train
From running off the tracks
Once the spark is gone
It’s never coming back
We’re fading out
'Til all that I can see
Is what remains of a memory
But that moment’s gone
And it’s never coming back
And is it something we can find?
I’m leaving on a light
I’m waiting all damn night
Don’t you know that I
I see numbers in the stars
They bring me closer to your arms
Where did you go and what did you find?
Is it harder to leave or to be left behind?
And now I’m holding my breath
Before it’s too late
Chasing after something
That I never could replace
Holding my breath
But you’re never coming back
We’re fading out
'Til all that I can see
Is what remains of a memory
But that moment’s gone
And it’s never coming back, no
It’s never coming back, no
It’s never coming back, no
It’s never coming back
Holding my breath
Before it’s too late
Chasing after something
That I never could replace
Hold my breath
But you’re never coming back