Deeper

You gotta love me from a distance cause I’m not around
I been out here on the road tryna grip the crown
Singing all these songs to deal with all my ups and downs
Overthinking all the time, I know that shit will make me drown
Make me drown in all my doubts and insecurities
Let that small voice in my head start speaking words to me
Whisper in my ear and tell me that I ain’t shit
Maybe if I quit then that would heal up all my pain quick
I’m working on it though, I battle with it every day
The words I put into these songs are ones I usually never say
I guess I’m kind of embarrassed so I don’t bring it up
So I don’t always feel inside like I’m not enough
Like I’m not enough and I don’t have my shit together
Like I ain’t working all hours to make it last forever
Like I ain’t sacrificing time with my love ones
Like I ain’t staying up nights till the sun comes up
The more and the more that I think
The deeper and deeper I sink
Deeper and deeper I sink
The more and the more that I think
The deeper and deeper I sink
The more and the more that I think
The deeper and deeper I sink
Deeper and deeper I sink
Deeper and deeper I sink
Deeper and deeper I sink
The more and the more that I think
Oh my mind
If I said that I had it then I’m lying
Oh yeah
I’m lying
I been falling to pieces but I’m trying
Whole lotta thoughts, tryna count that
Do I love myself, yeah I doubt that
I been feeling so alone yeah
I been all up on my own yeah
Tryna pick up the pieces I’ve thrown
All of this self sabotaging I’ve done
Yeah
How bout you just follow your soul
Fuck it forget I know yeah
Or you’ll drown
You’ll drown
You’ll drown
You’ll drown
Sink down, sink down
Sink down, sink down
The more and the more that I think
The deeper and deeper I sink
Deeper and deeper I sink
The more and the more that I think
The deeper and deeper I sink
The more and the more that I think