Don't Think I'm Not Thankful

I made some choices that I’m not proud of
I was a mess, couldn’t care less
About anyone but me
But there was this angel
I was so sure would save me
Ooh, we fell in love and I messed that up
And blamed it all on You for letting her leave
Ooh, and I believe
The rain that fell on me was Holy water
I can see that goin' through that hell
Just made me better, stronger, faithful
But don’t think I’m not thankful
If I could go back
I know I would change things
That other life, the pain, the pride
And those that I let down
But without those mistakes and wrong turns
Oh, I couldn’t have grown
I wouldn’t have known
What my life’s suppose to be about
And the one I’m living now
The rain that fell on me was Holy water
I can see that goin' through that hell
Just made me better, stronger, faithful
But don’t think I’m not thankful
For You knockin' me down
Kickin' my butt
Takin' my hand
For pickin' me up
And I believe that goin' through that hell
Just made me better, stronger, faithful
But don’t think I’m not thankful
And I believe
The rain that fell on me was Holy water
And I can see, yeah
That goin' through that hell
Just made me better