Chinaberry Tree

In parallel sea what would I be?
My first love said to me:
«Tears out for the world to see»
I would not be
I did not see the chinaberry tree
Tears out, it would feel so
Heavenly, heavenly, heavenly
Hard now to picture a me
Without a you
«Don't interfere»
Part of her back was frozen
For the remainder of the war
«Don't be concerned»
But I never learned how not to be
As my first love said to me:
«I don’t care. I’m not there»
So that I could not sleep
My whole being was falling apart
So that I soon cried out:
«Dear friends, hold me!»