Excruciation

My execution has now lead to this road lost hope, and one human soul
Something overcame me I’m tortured from within
Why has my spirit left me?
I am crowned with a plague
Never resting misery
And I gave my best
But my best was not enough
One more useless human soul completes this agony
Now tell me when do I find my end
I have left this road of a falsified perception
And formed an inner conception, instead
Made of hate
Cataclysm of me
Decomposed life
Poison filling up my lungs
From the hidden world of depth my end crawls apart
The point of a spiritual abyss is reached
At the end now one
No one can save me
From my never resting pain
Now tell god that I won’t ever come back