Doesn't Matter

Held my head low
As I walked through the hallways of lockers and teenage jokes
And I’m broken
Second-guessing the clothes that I left my home with
Boys don’t cry, and girls stay young
Adults don’t lie, they can’t be wrong
Now I, I can’t seem to find my place
But I’m closer than yesterday
Wish I’d figured it out
When the whole world felt so strange
That it matters, it matters, it matters
Until it doesn’t matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters
Until it doesn’t matter
Yeah I loved him
The way that I learned from the movies with beautiful stars
But I didn’t
I just thought that I did in the back of his car
But boys don’t cry, and girls stay young
Adults don’t lie, they can’t be wrong
Now I, I can’t seem to find my place
But I’m closer than yesterday
Wish I’d figured it out
When the whole world felt so strange
That it matters, it matters, it matters
Until it doesn’t matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters
Until it doesn’t matter
We’re all just skin and bone
Trying to make it better
We’re all just holding on
Dying to fit together
And it matters, it matters, it matters
Until it doesn’t matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters
Until it doesn’t matter
Now I, I can’t seem to find my place
But I’m closer than yesterday
Wish I’d figured it out
When the whole world felt so strange (Whole world felt so)
That it matters, it matters, it matters (Strange)
Until it doesn’t matter
It matters, it matters, it matters
'Til it doesn’t matter
It matters, it matters, it matters
'Til it doesn’t matter
Until it doesn’t matter anymore