Pink White Blue

I know, I’m not the one you are thinking of,
Coz I am your past, and I’m gone.
So what now? 'Coz I know this will be very hard,
To go back in time… press rewind.
'Coz you don’t know what I really feel,
You don’t know what I really mean,
You don’t know my… you don’t know my name and the pain…
You’re my angel, in my own heaven, Life is a miracle.
It’s so surprising, uninviting, I’ll never be alone.
I know, I’m not the one you’re dreaming of,
And I’ll be home soon for you.
So help me, to swallow this bitter pill,
So I can die away.
Life to me is very real, a miracle that I can feel.
Everytime I try to sleep, I dream of you and it feels so real.
Everytime I try to breathe, I suffocate and I start to bleed.
All of these because of you.