Behind the Smile

I havent been a good friend
For a long long time
You know I wasnt happy
Behind the smile
Anywhere you look
A reason to believe
But I think of what it took
To bring me to my proper place
And I havent been a good friend
For a long long time
I havent been a good friend
While youve been mine
Now am I by your side
Or standing in your way
cause if this is a sign
I dont know what its sposed to mean
And I havent been a good friend
For a long long time
I havent been a good friend
While youve been mine
I have seen my perfect day
I have watched it fade away
You know Im fighting to be real
I havent been a good friend
For a long long time
You know I havent been happy
Behind the smile