Notes on Letting Go

I saw the scars
In her face
I sit in silence
And count my flaws
My desire
The ever blinding undertow
I blame myself for longing
I blame myself for falling
The one that I love is the thing that’s killing me
I saw the writing on the wall
But I foolishly chose to ignore it
I put my faith in the incapable
The unlovable, broken fallen angel
The road to you was paved with all the best intentions
But you pushed away to fade away in fear
So I can’t keep pretending that it doesn’t hurt
To give your heart to someone
Who doesn’t have one
Yet you fake compassion so damn well
Aye, It’s over
I’m giving up on you
A brilliant murmur
Of giving up on you
Aye, It’s over
I’m giving up on you
A brilliant murmur
Of giving up on you
So I can’t, so I can’t
Let you keep on killing me
So I can’t, so I can’t
Love this misery
So I can’t, so I can’t
Leave you on that pedestal
So I can’t, so I can’t
Hold on any longer
So I can’t, so I can’t
Let you keep on killing me
Aye, It’s over
I’m giving up on you
A brilliant murmur
Of giving up on you
Aye, It’s over
I’m giving up on you
A brilliant murmur
Of giving up on you
I’m giving up on you