Cruisin'

Now, this that…
Old ways. get back to my old ways
I still love you but… it’s been like 4 days
Since you have answered… damn you coulda died of cancer
I wouldn’t know it’s fucked up said fuck the chances
I take that… all the chances I’d take back
Never really been superstitious but I’d step on cracks, man, I’d break backs
Sometimes think of where I’m at, where I look, where I’m headed
Think inside of my head and the demons that are all embedded inside
Can you relate to feeling like your nothing
To someone that’s everything that you have ever fucking wanted
I know life’s hard… harder when you’re alone
Sitting in a parking lot and jotting words on a phone
And how I wish you were here and I can see it so clear
I write your name up on the window to the left my ear
My breath filling up my window pane… I can really see my pain
Visually seeing that I’m alive and moving with my brain
Maybe going insane… Maybe living a lie
But am I living if I’m really just living to die
I know I’ve made mistakes… I’m only human
I’m a figment of a vision to dreams that I’m pursuing
I know… You’re feeling blue. you need to get a clue
Yeah You may know my music, I could get used to you
Why I spend most of my nights feeling used
Sip my jack I turn the key and then I listen to my tunes
I’m Just … Cruising
I’m Just … Cruising
You know how I feel when I get like this
Drive around the town and I bump my shit
I’m Just … Cruising
Now, this that… Old days… Get back to my old days
I still love you but… its been like 4 days
Since I have hit you. damn. I really fucking miss you
I’d text you back… but Look… I don’t mean to diss you I
Sometimes I feel like when we talking its just nothing
I feel like that when I’m speaking you don’t care about discussion
I know… You’re only human, listen when I am speaking
How come you been going out seem to party every weekend Don’t you…
Ever Miss the days… Whatever that we had… Because I’d take every second I’d
take it all back
I guess that vision that we had was really something I knew I’m growing old
Fuck it I don’t know nothing I am…
Everything I am… I hate to be and more
I promise this what’s in the front and there is more in store
I know… I spend most of my nights feeling used
Sip my jack I turn the key and then I listen to my tunes
I’m Just … Cruising
I’m Just … Cruising
You know how I feel when I get like this
Drive around the town and I bump my shit
I’m Just … Cruising