Hollow

My mind is assaulted
I’m slowly crumbling inside
Into a place where everything is burning me alive
So who am I to believe that the best were the ones who Never cared for me
And who am I to believe that the system that I am meant To live in will not see
I just gave my everything to the ones who never gave a Damn about me
It’s funny how I could write all the songs but there are Ones that don’t care
about a thing
And I can see that it’s in my heart
I don’t want to sing like this
It’s not the perfect me
But it’s what I chose
Are you listening
They said they’d call me back
But but they’re still with you on the other line
I’m trying but I can’t forgive
It’s one too many steps
Its turned into
Eye for an eye
Ill say
I won’t let you in
And now I’m suffering to get you back with everything I Said
Cuz the hole inside of my head
Is blurring out all of my vision
And it’s pushing me to be a part of my own incarceration
This could change it all
They said they’d call me back
But but they’re still with you on the other line
I’m trying but I can’t forgive
It’s one too many steps
Its turned into
Eye for an eye
Ill say
I won’t let you in
And now I’m suffering to get you back
With everything I said
With everything I’ve said
I feel it in my chest
Burn it down
Take it all to the ground
I felt it burn
Felt it shake
Hear it over the sound
I’m burning out
Every other day
I wish I that I could be a part of you
This isn’t how you punish me why don’t you tell the truth
Don’t fake
So speak
Or go
Away