Novum Initium

I came within a whisper
Feeling this road is blackening as coal
Control the urge to scream and shout
But something keeps me locked out
I know I never let you go
You can´t run away from your lies
Chasing all shadows — we´re alone in the dark
Screaming
Whispering
Here I stand with pain and fear
Close to the edge of losing all again
No one cares what I´ll decide
Only God knows what´s wrong or right
I can feel it coming down
Again and again
A day to day battle between good and evil
This road I remember was ready to pave
But you are a sinner born lost and depraved
You suffered a setback to achieve all your goals
Rip out the pages, let your life unfold
Screaming
Whispering
Craving
Deceiving
Aaah… Life is changing to a side you´ve never seen before
Oh life moves on — in so many ways
Please don´t tell me I was always sick and wrong
What I was looking for so long
And any child can see that I am standing on the edge
On the lonely — on the lonely side with a lonely cry
I can see burden, no time for mourning
He can´t take it no more
You will try but you will never find the way to carry on
I will burn, I will never learn
The pain you put me through, the way I had to go
No way you´re ever gonna catch me, nooo
Chasing all shadows — we´re alone in the dark
This road I remember was ready to pave
But you are a sinner born lost and depraved
You suffered a setback to achieve all your goals
Rip out the pages, let your life unfold
Life is changing to a side you´ve never seen before
Oh life moves on — in so many ways
Please don´t tell me I was always sick and wrong
What I was looking for so long
And any child can see that I am standing on the soil
For a brand new start — Novum Initium