Not That Beautiful

I pray you’re the best and I run from the past
I pick up the phone just to find I’m alone
It’s wearing me out in the way that my seems
Killed the faith that I had so it’s time I begin
Back to this start just to see how it feels
I was the one that you thought you could heal
Now that it’s over it’s time to move on
'Cause I was the righteous and you were the wrong
Every time I try to run and hide I feel you haunting me
I’m addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you’re so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death every day
But I am not that pitiful
You’re not that beautiful
I suffer inside just to feel I’m alive
I bury the truth 'cause I know it’s a lie
I never said all the things that you say
'Cause you were the master and I was a slave
If I could find me a drug to forget you
I’d overdose on the day that I met you
Kill all the drama it’s time to move on
'Cause I am the righteous and you were the wrong
Every time I try to run and hide I feel you haunting me
I’m addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you’re so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death every day
But I am not that pitiful
You’re not that beautiful
I’m not that pitiful
You’re not that beautiful
Every time I look at your eyes I see a demon in disguise
You fucking make me sick, you are the one that I despise
You take me, you break me, you feed me lies
And only to gain in return was my demise
So maybe I’m just crazy for believing this shit
But goddamn I can’t believe I’m fucking dealing with this
It’s like a nightmare and I can’t wake up
I just can’t wake up
I’m addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you’re so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death every day
But I am not that pitiful
You’re not that beautiful
I’m not that pitiful
You’re not so beautiful
(Beautiful)