Evanescent

Why’s everything so evanescent?
Forever’s a lie
Evanescent
When I was young I said I’m gonna be married and have kids
Who’ll too be married, have kids, who’s kid’s kids will have grandkids
But fast forward, mid-thirties, no crib, no kid
Girlies on that party scene like Charlie Sheen, and I’m a bit worried
Did mid-life crisis hit early? Shit, surely, did it?
Did Moe ever hit Curly? LL ever get girlies?
The question’s purely rhetorical
The pearls be affordable, it’s the girls who’d be absurdly incurable
Love will leave you with slit wrists, bleeding and shit
And what if the woman I wanna have kids with doesn’t even exist?
Or what if you find the woman you adore every moment
With love so pure till it folded short, then exploded, into war of the roses
Most married couples don’t even have sex, it’s sad and lonely
Only time they’re not, is when their cash checks from alimony
And now the cat is lonely, where did the gal go, dawg?
Where is the Alpo? You! Where did the house go?
Somehow the darkest love
Through hollow walls deceive
‘Cause through my open door
You came, stole everything
Everything
Sometimes I think that maybe love isn’t meant for me, ‘cause once in a century
You might meet the one perfect for you, physically and mentally
So what is falling in love? Find someone you like, all in the club?
Bawl when you’re dumped? Or all the above?
All I want is some TLC, and here you calling me «scrub»
And you know that ain’t even right, like buying Wallabee Lugz
I’ve built a wall around for all vagina
That would make the wall of China, fall for certain, Berlin wall fall,
right behind ya
Fuck love, I’ll find cupid and aim, and stupid and lame
Might be cute for a day, till I shoot in her face
Why we always looking for the next best thing?
Let’s just treat our women like they’re precious queens
Is it possible to be both, a hopeless romantic and womanizer?
Most can’t, if the bosoms by ya, don’t answer if ya woman’s by ya
Why’s everything gotta be evanescent?
Seven seconds with it, within our presence, we’re bored and forever restless
Somehow the darkest love
Through hollow walls deceive
‘Cause through my open door
You came, stole everything
Everything
Nothing lasts forever
Forever
Forever’s a lie
Nothing lasts forever
Fuck diamonds, why can’t this last forever?
That look in her eyes, that’s the treasure
If she was hidden, I would journey with a map to fetch her
Crashing echoes of fading waves, fade away
Plus, why bring sand to the beach, when it may rain on my parade
We deviate from the path, why can’t we just appreciate what we have?
Instead of eating from every plate with our hands
Take what we can, so it is, but I refuse to roll down that old road again
Plus, I know how that whole story ends
I’m staying in, gonna Netflix and chill
While the rest sit, with the best chic, interested as hell
Maybe deep down, I’m deeply jealous? Wishing I had a freak to chill with
And rescue myself from all this fucking deep depression
Maybe one day I’ll have a baby who can teach me lessons
Till that day, I’ll take melatonin and use sleep to just forget it
I probably should can it with all these Hollywood fantasies of monogamy
Planning we end up all in a family
Nothing lasts forever
Forever
Forever’s a lie
Forever’s a lie
Nothing lasts forever
Forever