Intoxicated

I turned your heart cold
I’m smoking more weed
You popping narcos, hiding my car keys
In the middle of the night I riddle back and forth
Playing in my mental watching you sleep
Praying for sentimental moments again
When we were more than just friends
I used to play in your hair
You used to moisture my skin
We was connected like the cable box
But the channel changed and now the only thing I watch-
Is my window pane
Rain thumping, brain, veins cluttered with thoughts
Got me feeling with extra thumps in my heart
Stuck in the dark
I left about 100 voicemails on your cell
Waiting for my message bubble to deliver
You got me blocked like the dam in the Colorado river
I’m drowning in my sorrow and the puddle’s getting bigger
You used to be my bitch
I used to be your nigga
But sometimes life could force and beg us to differ
You the only one I wanna talk to when I’m drunk
I got so much shit to say, I hope I don’t fuck up
Cause I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
You the only one I wanna talk to when I’m drunk
I got so much shit to say, I hope I don’t fuck up
Cause I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
Uh, lately I been feeling apologetic
I’m sending you this letter, I hope you get the message
I’m sorry I was immature and selfish
I was stuck in my pride without the awareness that you was feeling helpless
Enjoyed the feeling of freedom and fucking bad bitches
I was ignoring my heart and I used to clash with it
I felt the disconnection
The kind of conversation where we texting
At night I tried to sleep but end up restless
I made mistakes but I’m human, all the statistics prove it
20% of my brain that I’m using got me stupid
The other 80% is lost somewhere in the music
And that shit is 100% confusing
I was just fucking them girls, I was gon' get right back
My conscious telling me «Dawg, why you do some shit like that?»
They say you don’t know what you have until you lost it
And the quickest way to lose it is by thinking that you got it
Story of my life
You the only one I wanna talk to when I’m drunk
I got so much shit to say, I hope I don’t fuck up
Cause I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
You the only one I wanna talk to when I’m drunk
I got so much shit to say, I hope I don’t fuck up
Cause I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
I’m fucked up
So much shit to say (So much)
So much shit to say (Ho)
So much shit to say (Na, na, na, na, na)
So much shit to say
So much shit to say
So much shit to say
So much shit to say
So much shit to say
So much shit to say
So much shit to say
So much shit to say
So much shit to say