I Have Patience

You’re pretty —
You’re pretty naive.
You’re pretty, you’re pretty, you’re pretty
Like money says,
You’re pretty naive.
I wish that I
Could be naive again.
You’re dining —
You’re dining with friends.
You’re dining, you’re dining, you’re dining
And it never ends.
Lately I take my meals at home,
And dine alone.
The things I love don’t bring me joy.
The things I want, I want to destroy.
You were thinking —
Thinking how good I am.
You were thinking, thinking, thinking
Thinking how good I am.
Lately I have been admiring you
For just leaving me be.
The things I love don’t bring me joy.
The things I want, I want to destroy.
I have patience.
I have patience.
(Reverb garbled voice and handclaps)
Maybe, maybe,
Maybe you’ve found something important.
Maybe, maybe maybe maybe
Maybe you’ve found something important over there
Maybe I
Have been exploring
All the same places
Over and over
The things I love don’t bring me joy.
The things I want, I want to destroy.
I have patience.
I have patience.