Far from Here

and i wondered why you came for all this
after so long
when it ripped into you like the son you
never were
i dont think this is
what you wanted now
it feels alright but that’s a lie that’s always near
sit around and blame the one that put you here
and i laugh aloud to drown it out
so i could breathe and feel the space around me
(i'm not kidding anymore)
and i wondered why you never doubted
getting there (so far from here)
when it pulls you down and throws you over
waiting there
why do you always, end up right back here
you always end up here
it feels alright but that’s a lie that’s always near
sit around and blame the one that put you here
and i laugh aloud to drown it out
so i could breathe and feel the space around me
(i'm not kidding anymore)
you always end up here
you always end up
you always end up
feels alright but that’s a lie that’s always near
sit around and blame the one that put you here
and i laugh aloud to drown it out
so i could breathe and feel the space around me
(i'm not kidding anymore)
i laugh aloud to drown it out
so i could breathe and feel the space around me