Better Than Nothing

I don’t want to have to build this
I don’t want to have to fit in
I don’t want to have to need someone
But I do.
I don’t want to have to attract boys
I don’t want to have to be here
I don’t want to have to eat to fill a hole
But I do.
But it’s better than nothing at all
But it’s better than nothing at all
I don’t want to have to be angry at you
I don’t want to have to blame it on my father
I don’t want to feel sick around you
But I do.
I don’t want to ever fall in love
I don’t want to feel so insecure
I don’t want to have to write this to explain
Still I do
This feels better than nothing at all
This feels better than nothing at all.