Lie

I dont mean to be bitter
But Ill hurt if you call
Telling me you landed on your feet, after all
Now your bedroom eyes are looking tired
My baby has your sparkle died
You smile
But all the while your heart
Hardens up With a cry
Youre good at living out a lie
You know youre giving out a lie
Youre always living out a lie
You know youre giving out a lie
I kissed your mind
While on the run
Once more Ive been too near the sun
You filled the role
And love was hot
I watch the tv Weeping now
It numbs my passions
Sleeping now
Some opera shallow drama
Fills up my life
And I ask myself why
Im good at living out a lie
You know Im giving out a lie
Im always living out a lie
You know Im giving out a lie
The poison barely passed our lips
The words are threads
The truth that never should be said
Friends can go between
Each pouring fuel upon the fire
The spider weaves her web
Of honesty and lies
But I need the pain
To feel alive
A twisted reason
To survive
Ill say I hate you
And with all of my heart
I will try
Oh god
Its just another lie
Its just another lie
Its just another lie
Its just another lie
It wasnt always cruel like this
Our dreams were chiffon and cerise
But promises made off our heads
Were just like pissing in the wind