Nothing

Wake up inside what once was
Hard to go out just because
Nothing is left of it now.
Try to explain it somehow.
Nothing between those two ears
Except the white bliss and the fear
You wish that something would change
Maturity don’t come with age…
Strange how to can’t stomach this
All that you own now is his.
Wake up inside what once was.
My mind’s eye--the turn door is lost.
So when you lie with him.
And when you lie to him.
Please donâ