Regret

I can feel you in your empty regret
Wasting your truth on me
(So this is where it all becomes
This feeling in my head)
I can see these visions it brings
Watching your life through me
(You thought you had yourself hidden well)
I hadn’t told you yet
I want to forget you now
Feeding off your dreams through me
Your life breathes its emptiness on me
When I think of you now
So maybe I want something different
Complete without your shame
And when you speak to me of loss
I know I can’t remain
Here with you
Can you feel this?
You are my lack
Can you see this?
What I’ve become
Will I know the difference when it’s time for me to end it?
Will this all mean something when I’ve nothing left to give?
I want to forget you now
Feeding off your dreams through me
Your life breathes its emptiness on me
When I think of you now
So maybe I want something different
Complete without your shame
And when you speak to me of loss
I know I can’t remain
Here with you
I feel myself becoming
I feel myself becoming
I feel myself becoming you
I am left so empty
I am incomplete with you
Do my screams mean something to you?
What if it was all about you?
I am trapped in your becoming
I just wanted peace here
Give me my fucking peace
I just wanted pure