I Said I'm Gonna

It was crowded, it was loud
And I was feeling like a fish out of water
I held a lecture to a friend concerning men and how
She ought to be more like me
I said listen to me closely 'cause I’ve learned from past mistakes
That’s when you walked through the door
I said I’m gonna stand straight this time
And with that, I fell onto
A night bus in the dark
Riding through the suburbs with you
You placed your arm around me
And I never put it down
The streets of this town, this town… they seem
They seem like they never end
You were the last one that I wanted to meet
You smelled of other girls and cheap wine
You said that you were fine but that you missed me
You stood so close I could not decide
If you always looked this good or
If it was the shadyness of the lights
I remember you as shady alright
And as you read my mind you smiled and said
Don’t worry, we’re just old friends
I said I’m gonna…
Too many sad memories. No, I don’t want to go back
But it feels like this is my home
Too many sad memories. I guess I shouldn’t go back
Where I belong. Is this my home
Too many sad memories. Maybe I ought to go back
I belong here. This is my home
Too many sad memories. I know I need to go back
I belong here. This is home