Hard Joy

catch yourself on mondays
crying out in hallways
same scene over replayed
it is worth it, I daresay
lying stinking like cod
paralyzed and half sawed
reaching heaven and god
is it worth it or not? I don’t know
feels like water in oil
things you want to avoid
all you built is destroyed
and that’s what’s bringing you joy
but yeah you have to obey
impossible to portray
feels good and bad but OK
feels like you’re seeing someone on the down low
got a minute before you die?
Just one minute for your pride
a minute where you heal from all
hard joy
hard joy
catch myself is all I
need to do, not hide
but this is not what I want
I’d rather get poisoned
you see I’m worldwide
it spreads out/scratches sometimes
I can run faster than a tiger
I can bring on all the flowers
and you’re seeking help in the dark
you’re waiting for a new start
but I just turned your lights down low
hey sandman
how good to meet you down there
let’s drink a lemonade
I love to see you in that good shape
lets go and rob the diamonds
I’ll put them in you eyes
so you can see trough mine
down low down high