Heavy With Hoping

How can I explain
Can you imagine it?
Trying my best
Trying to find happiness
If I belonged
If I had a home anywhere
It’s in your heartbeat
Let me be there
Heavy with hoping
That you know it
That you feel the way I do
Show me you’re broken
Cause I’m frozen
Cause I’m still in love with you
Shut me up
Shoot me down before I break and tell the truth
Heavy with hoping
Heavy with hoping you love me too
If I let you go
We end in tragedy
How would you know
How to get back to me
If I had a clue
If I had a chance anyhow
This is my last one
I’m nothing without you now
Even though I broke your heart
And you’re all those miles away
Won’t you tell me you forgive me
Won’t you bring me home to stay
Maybe now we could be ready
Maybe this is just a test of faith
Heavy with hoping
That you know it
That you feel the way I do
Show me you’re broken
Cause I’m frozen
Cause I’m still in love with you
Shut me up
Shoot me down before I break and tell the truth
Heavy with hoping
Heavy with hoping you love me too