Verse 4 (B.P.D.)

Yeah
Come take a journey with me through the mind
Through the looking glass
Worse than a demon
Worse than burning or freezing
Your own mind’s leaving you verbally beaten
For no purpose or reason while you’re cursing and screaming
Even curse when you’re sleeping
Swerving on streets and just searching for meaning
The worst is appealing
I’m hurtin' and feelin' deserted and cheated
These verses I’m reading?
Certain achievements don’t mean shit to a person defeated
But I’m working on healing
Working on dealing with feelings
And coping with versions of all these chameleons
Facing the wrath, taking off masks
Flaking on tasks while I’m taking more baths
Don’t make me ask
Soak it all in and make it all last
Money on trees, I rake in the cash
Nah, that’s just some wordplay I thought on the fly
That’s just some rain that got caught in my eye
But thank you for asking
Lot of us aim high but this is my passion
This is what gives me some drive
This is what keeps me alive
This is what keeps me from losing my mind
Peruse and you’ll find all the labels been tossed at my side
Misdiagnoses are some the misfortunes
Eye on the prize, my life has importance
Retrain my thoughts to avoid the distortions
Provoking a flame and hope to be sane
No opening veins
Cope with the pain without Novocain
Just holding my lane
I know that shit won’t be the same
But the worst is behind me, I won’t be afraid
I won’t be afraid
My mind is sometimes mortifying
My core design: I’m borderline
As stories go, there’s more to mine
If life is hell, there’s more to climb
And if I’m in the corner cryin'
Mortified 'cause I’m borderline
As stories go there’s more to mine
If life is hell, there’s more to climb
Yeah
Always gotta keep climbing
Keep rising
No matter what your problem is, whatever your predicament
You gotta overcome
Madd Hatter
Through the looking glass
Through the looking glass