The Edge

I’m sitting in this dark room waiting for my life to develop
I’m holding onto thoughts in my mind that I’m too afraid to tell you
I wish I didn’t try so hard to be perfect all the time but my dad hates failure
But sometimes I need to walk to the edge and just let it
Just let it take over
Let myself feel it
Fall into the open
Scream until they hear it
Let myself feel it
I just need to get so close to the edge
I just wanna let out all of my anger
Give myself goosebumps
Put myself in danger
Let myself feel it
I just need to get so close to the edge
I just need to get so close to the edge
I fantasize about fading into the darkness
But I put on a smile every day regardless
And everyone expects so much from me
And I wonder, «What have I started?»
Sometimes I need to walk to the edge and just let it
Just let it take over
Let myself feel it
Fall into the open
Scream until they hear it
Let myself feel it
I just need to get so close to the edge
I just wanna let out all of my anger
Give myself goosebumps
Put myself in danger
Let myself feel it
I just need to get so close to the edge
I’ve lost myself in laughter
I’ve had tears fall to the ground
I’ve lived inside disaster
But the one thing that I’ve found
Is I, I live so close to the edge
Is I, I live so close
Let it take over
Let myself feel it
Fall into the open
Scream until they hear it
Let myself feel it
(I let myself feel it)
I just need to get so close to the edge
I just wanna let out all of my anger
Give myself goosebumps
Put myself in danger
Let myself feel it
(Let myself feel it)
I just need to get so close to the edge