Couldn't Care

What the fuck? I’m sorry
What the hell?
I didn’t mean to curse or fucking yell
What the hell? I’m sorry
I apologize for hours
Days turn into weeks
And I’m still opening the wounds up
And closing them again
Kissing always leads to sex
Laughing always turns to crying
And I’ve been steady dying
In ways you’ll never know
The same black jeans
The same tattoos
I can’t even look at you
Such a contradiction
Cause we look just the same
The humor in that is that
I wasn’t really trying
I just said I was
To make it seem like
I was just afraid
To lose my balance
Slip and fall
The ice will crack
And I’ll be falling to the sea
We could’ve lived in California
We visited Atlanta
To see that aquarium
You were always bitching
About something every night
And every other week
I couldn’t care
I just lost my way
And you couldn’t care
I think I lost my way
And you couldn’t care
You don’t believe a word I say
So I’ll keep lying to your face
It doesn’t make a difference anyway
You’d say we’d grow old together
But I have no intention of growing old
No sons, no daughter to look out for
And oh, my mind is fading
My body’s breaking down
My mind is fading
My body’s breaking down
So what the fuck? I’m sorry
What the hell?
I didn’t mean to curse or fucking yell
What the hell? I’m sorry