Letdown

Every single time I see a chance I take it.
Try enforcing all the rules I’ll break them.
I’m never going to be the one mistaken.
I try to stay the same but my morals are breaking.
I just can’t believe.
People always trying to get the best of me.
Everyone around me.
They don’t see that I could be their worst enemy.
Stay away from me.
You might be safer.
Please don’t try me I’m telling the truth yeah.
I don’t care about myself.
I won’t ask for anyone’s help right now.
You’re gonna be the one letdown.
let’s step back and start it all over.
I might stay calm or maybe I’ll blow up.
Pushed to the edge, I may go over.
All this energy just to cover my own feelings I’ve trapped them inside.
Don’t say when don’t ask me why.
Melt down happening a million times, but I won’t be the one letdown.
Step into the room and you feel the tension.
They don’t know me and I don’t mention that I have only one intention.
To tear this place apart with vengeance.
This is it.
This is the end.
I won’t have one single friend.
Time to leave and start again.
But I won’t be the one letdown.