Lonely Days

I thought I found light while I was in the dark
Do I really want to stay on this road longer?
Knowing that it would end in tears
Standing in the dark
Will I keep standing there
My dark days are my lonely days
Will you bring me back or
Would you leave me there
Am I back to my lonely days?
Calling out your name but I’m getting no damn response
I think this is a joke but the shit is getting realer
This shit is going on for so long
How did it come to this?
How did it fade away?
Where did things go wrong?
Though something’s got me hanging on
Like an iron, I keep pressing on
Well, let’s face it there’s no turning back
Trying to find a way out the dark but there’s no way
Would you be my light or would you leave me in the dark?
Will I stay sane to tell the tale?
Standing in the dark
Will I keep standing there
My dark days are my lonely days
Will you bring me back or
Would you leave me there
Am I back to my lonely days?
Revelation
Hey doctor Rev, thanks for coming through
It’s mental Genocide thinking bout what my homies would
Do, less say you failed to show up
My Glocks are all loaded for my brain to blow up; cause
The thoughts in my mind, the pain in my soul
Is a function of the life and the way that I choose
Everyday is like a new scene; Give me a phone
Less call to mind our sin on our home phones, while I’m
Basking in being common do I can look like a cool kid but when I’m alone,
I put my school fees on skuchies gemini with the two face the good and the bad
Weaponize my bad side and I’ll shoot till you die
See I’m left alone, in the dark and I’m far from the light, will I keep
standing there, no I have to revive
That’s why I call for your help to book for me a therapy session
What do I expect from this mental session is a big question?