When I'm Not With You

I lie to you to get away
Hide from myself to cure the pain
I stamp my feet
I cry out loud I keep you back
I force you out
When I’m not with you
I don’t know your name
When I’m not with you
I’m a blank slate
I dig up flowers outside your house
I take your car
I ride around
I wonder if I ever loved you at all
When I’m not with you
I don’t know your name
When I’m not with you
I’m a blank slate
When I’m not with you
The sun is too bright for my eyes
I am too fragile for your touch
I am damaged baby, I can’t let you in I am damaged baby, I can’t let you in When I’m not with you
I don’t know your name
When I’m not with you
I’m a blank slate