The Abandoning

Listen while you read!
Wake up sleepy wide awake!
I am the walking dead
I am deaths best friend
I create disaster
I’m the master killing me
There’s no innocence, only pain, I’m empty
Master master save me, master master kill me
Don’t give up on me now, cause that’s what I’ve already done
My body’s breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb
Why do I hurt myself, why can’t I escape this hell
I am always blaming, always chasing broken dreams
I keep screaming out, but no one ever hears me
Master master save me, master master kill me
Don’t give up on me now, cause that’s what I’ve already done
My body’s breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb
Bleeding from my disconnection, lost inside myself
Forsaken by my own reflection, abandoning myself
I’m wide awake on myself I’m wide awake
Give up, give up
Save me!
Master master save me, master master kill me
Don’t give up on me now, cause that’s what I’ve already done
My body’s breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb
Bleeding from my disconnection, lost inside myself
Forsaken by my own reflection, abandoning myself
No!
I’m wide awake on myself I’m wide awake
Give up, give up