El Cid

well i don’t know if it’s worth it and i don’t know what i’m worth,
you say you can’t feel anything but it’s just to alleviate the hurt and…
sometimes i’m helpless, sometimes i know exactly what t do.
and all the while i’m laughing, and all the while you’re laughing, too.
it can’t be so hard.
i just don’t know what to say.
in these stupid (fucked up) situations that happen everyday.
you’re crying on my shoulder in this dream i had.
i’m telling you it’s alright, things couldn’t be that bad.
but i guess sometimes these dreams are al too real.
and i know exactly how you feel.
the answers are escaping, what’s going on i cannot take this?