flower

I am just a flower
Petals torn off of my head
Bless somebody’s fortune
I’m a euphemist (?)
Feel like I’m a shadow
Of the woman that I ???
Wanna feel again
Don’t wanna be a mess
Covering my face
With the hands that made my bed
The hands that made a check
The hands that made me blessed
If I give up now, that’s something that’s worse than death
Stuck in them bowl (?)
Tryna figure out what’s next
I don’t want a ride or die
Like all this fast asleep
She keep loving me
Don’t wanna see m weak
Overnight and days
And I’m bout to hear peep
That’s bcause I wanna make a song that’s in your dreams
Callin out, and they wanna see me leave
In a drought but I’m writing melodies
Maybe this is the thing that helps me breathe
In a messed up world where I forgot how to speak
(Took too many drugs)
(Crawled out a rabbit hole feeling)
Forgot how to speak
Messed up world
Messed up world
Thoughts won’t let me breathe
Thoughts won’t let me think
Maybe need a pill
Maybe need a shrink
Forgot how to feel
I want to restart
Every little piece of me
That I gave you tomorrow (?)
??? pretty in pink
Justin Cudeau (?) is tryna feel complete
Can’t fall asleep
Don’t know what that means
Don’t get out of bed because I can’t compete
By any means, let me escape
Fell down a hole but I don’t want to stay
Should I sing just to keep it at bay
My own mind that I can’t evade
Took so many drugs and went down a rabbit hole and crawled out feeling stupid
and gray (stupid and gray)
I don’t want to feel this anymore so I chose just to never do it again (do it
again)
Made so many choices now I’m left with all the consequences
Up in my face (up in my face)
Tell me I should try to muddy water (???)
But I stuck around so I could create (I could create)