Cynical Innocence

Every night, same disease
In my mind, running free
Hunt me down, lethally
Bury me by the sea
‘Cause I don’t think I’m doing alright
But I don’t think I’m trying to be
And all I’m ever asking is why
But no one’s ever listening to me
Don’t fight the feeling, let it in
Don’t fake a laugh, don’t crack a grin
Despite the efforts, no one wins
Don’t try to fight it, just give in
Don’t try to fight it, just give in
I’ve been caught painting with
Cynical innocence
Read my cold, bleeding lips
Give the past one more kiss
‘Cause lately I don’t feel like myself
But I don’t think I would if I could
And I’ve been looking out for my health
Making sure it’s never too good
Don’t fight the feeling, let it in
Don’t fake a laugh, don’t crack a grin
Despite the efforts, no one wins
Don’t try to fight it, just give in
Don’t try to fight it, just give in
Don’t try to fight it
‘Cause with every hour spent in my head
I’m going further into the war
And every single drop that’s been bled
Will dim the lights a little bit more