Selfish

I can feel it when you come around
Try to build it but you cut it down
Lookin' for you but you never 'round
You say you real but you fake as fuck
Selfish, everything you do is selfish
I see now you can’t help it
I see now that you felt it
Selfish, everything I do is selfish
But everything you do is selfless
You see now what I’ve dealt with
You see now that I’m hanging on
You see smiles but it’s painted on
Guess somehow to this game I’m drawn
Guess somehow I keep playin' on
Helpless, you say you were when I left
Then I came back to us and fell back in lust and there’s nothing here but regret
I can feel it when you come around
Try to build it but you cut it down
Lookin' for you but you never 'round
You say you real but you fake as fuck (fake as fuck)
You say you real but you fake as fuck (as fuck)
You say you down but you fake as fuck (fake as fuck)
You come around but you fake as fuck (nah)
You ain’t down 'cause you fake as fuck (nah)
I see now that you fake as fuck
Selfish, everything you do is selfish
Every other day there’s something new that you suffered through and I felt it
You were distraught, I would take care of it, I was your rock, often your
therapist
I was your cuishion your crutch the person you trust regardless of any
embarassment
That was the narrative everything negative your needs, that was your sedative
Any new person or thing in my life that wasn’t about you, you found it
competitive
Now you just pressurin' me to give in, what about what I receive in the end?
What about putting me first every now and again to holding me down as your
friend
You get your way and ignore me fine, 'til you want more then you mourn for time
Said you would do anything for us, then told me what’s mine is yours is mine
Blame it on me for settin' the bar, tried to appease and took it too far
You got accustomed to all of these things, now I feel like I don’t know who you
are, yeah
I can feel it when you come around
Try to build it but you cut it down
Lookin' for you but you never 'round
You say you real but you fake as fuck
You say you real but you fake as fuck (Yeah)
You say you down but you fake as fuck (Yeah)
You come around but you fake as fuck
You ain’t down 'cause you fake as fuck
I see now that you fake as fuck
I can feel it when you come around
Try to build it but you cut it down
Lookin' for you but you never 'round
You say you real but you fake as fuck